I was terrified about the party today, when people suggested bringing in food and drink I nearly fainted on the spot and wanted the ground to swallow me up.
On advice from other situations to reduce any possible stress I decided I would make some cakes to bring in- that way the anxiety may be reduced slightly- I would know whats in them and people wouldn't talk if I rejected other food because I could say I was full on the cake.
They actually turned out well and I took ages working out which ones to take and took my time spreading the mixture between cake cases so they were all even- I even decided to use a few fairy cupcake cases- I wanted Miss to have one especially so when she picked that one out straight away it made me happy.
Mrs S mentioned to me after that she was really proud of me going and I was so happy that she said that because it was a big deal and it was nice that my efforts were acknowledged! Mrs S also told me that you Steff had said you wanted me to be there- that was really special. It made me feel as if I might belong.
Thank you.. xx
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